9th february 2011.

dont think anyone reads this blog anymore it is already 2011 its been years since i last updated it i dont think i know how to write anymore but the speed of my typing remains the same. i tink. or has it gotten faster? hikhikhik

i am surprised i remember the password. really.

anyways everyone in this world is like really alone we really have no one to rely on seriously. but ourselves. :)

i cannot really express what im feeling right now. its a great big feeling of emptiness. i wouldnt even call it a void. because its not. because honestly. if i were to be exploded into a million tiny pieces this instant, i can genuinely say, i won't feel a thing.

bcuz my entire system is numb.

FUCKING FED UP IS THE WORD.

anyways i really need to study the stress is really getting to me next weeks intervensi i know most people dont give shit but in our school. people study anyway.... not all but still..

and i have been getting more and more unhappy in this house.

idk why i just get fucking pissed when i see everyone here. the way everyone reacts to the simplest things. so fucking annoying. makes me sad that this is my origin.

cant wait to get my ass out of malaysia

for i am like, depressed.